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|1/16/2012|
So been reading my old blog post and admiring some shameless photos of myself.... I call them shameless cause they were just really bad photos of me -A- like what was I thinking???
And on this "shameless" topic, the other my sis was look through my cute guys album... yes I have a collection of cute guys.... and some good edited ones which I keep .... and I was telling her that I have shameless and not so shameless photos as well...~ which do you wana see....
So what was this definition of shameless???
Just every girls standard folder of topless guys with abs yes.... abs~
I doubt there is ever a girl who doesnt have a folder like that..... or at least one pic...
ok moving on from this topic... I realised that as I read blogpost from well the most earliest aka my first blogpost.... (IN THIS ACC) yes ... I lost passwords, usernames, changed emails... countless times... this current acc I'm using is prolly the 3rd or 4th acc.... on blogger haha~
BUT~
I realised that my writing style, sense in boys, taste in clothes, make up preferences and many other things have really changed
As I read... I also realise how much I've grown .... how far I've come....
There were definitely cute moments, happy moments, sad moments and angry moments all recorded in this account and as I read through them I cant help but laugh and smile at every post I read because of how different I was back then....
especially how much I've matured... though I still think I'm still rather immature...
Still learning....
But yea.... and it was these accounts that I've written that made me remember a lot of things that I've forgotten ... like how much fun I had when me and my sis took a walk after dinner....
like how pissed I was at getting detention and having my dad rub it in....
how much I missed Matheus when he left....
how nervously happy and scared I was on V'dae when I gave choco to my crush....
and how super duper excitedly happy I was to receive choco back on white day from him....
and all these things happen and I just forgot them....
And now I feel that I find myself cherishing every moment more....
And choosing things more wisely of course....
But yea... there was really many things I have forgotten about my life and because of this blog....
which by the way started in 2006 and have gone through about 4 to 5 blogskin changes and music/tag board changes ....
I got to relive them again... and have a good laugh occasionally.....
and now in 2012.... I just cant wait till maybe when I'm 21 and reading all this again -A-
gosh I think I'll be super amused and embarrassed at the things I wrote.... haha~
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