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|1/19/2012|

Hey~ So today is Thursday....

I've been alive... and well....

I miss webcamming with someone.... he makes me laugh and I just can't stop smiling every time we webcam....

But it's also hard to find a good time to :( o well~ shall just take things slow... hope he's not gotten over me yet? *crosses fingers*

O well... you get what you deserve no?

Besides all that.... I saw this super cute vid of this long dist. relationship between A girl from Sydney and a guy from Singapore... aww~ its really sweet and its kinda funny cause the first person I think of is you....

ah~ wish I never let you go....

I can garuntee this.. the next time I hug him I'll prolly never let go ... though who knows if its the same for him....

funny though every night b4 I sleep I think of him and in the morning I think of him -A- when my fone vibrates I HOPE its him -A-

I SERIOUSLY worry that I might be falling in love -A- gosh~

He may have his shortcomings like.... being a bit girly,slightly childish, lack of confidence? and well just being totally diff from many of my guy frens in terms of interest and lifestyle

BUT

For some reason there is this smth I cannot put my finger on that keeps reminding me why I liked him in the first place.... and also he does things that even I never expected him to do.... ah~ I guess its good to see things simple mindedly.... and after all that I've put him through he's still so nice and patient I bet any other guy would have given up and just left....

I wonder if it's too late.....